unthinking (top)
with high school over, you feel so small
like you're of no consequence at all
everybody has a brand new world view
it seems they've all but forgotten you
unthinking
and you don't care
that's why i'm so fucking scared
who knows what you'll do
when you discover --
unthinking
and you don't care
that's why i'm so fucking scared
who knows what you'll do
when you discover that --
no one cares
what you say
no one cares
what you do
no one cares
anyway
you're so scared
the way it is (top)
"what do you mean 'that's just the way it is'?"
i exclaimed, exasperated at his catch-all admonition
he shook his head and made no effort in hiding his disrespect
as he told me that my attitude would get me nowhere.
but i know there's more to see
than just shadows on a cave wall in front of me
so that's why i extinguish the fires that blind us
and turn us inside to liars.
it was a moment before i looked around
and noticed i was alone.
the argument was with myself
and the voices were my own.
born on a middle school playground
he'll be with us till we're dead
the question is whether we hand over control
or will we think for ourselves instead?
i'm not a liar.
i'm not a fake.
i won't listen tonite
or ever again.
the acquaintance (top)
pass each other on the street
we nod,, we grunt,, we bleat,,
drop our heads and shuffle our feet.
eye to eye yet miles away
we start,, we stop,, we say,,
"it's nothing." and it goes away.
once the moat is dug and the tower is built
you'll look around and assure yourself
that you don't need anyone else.
but i feel like morrissey
and it means more to me
than any
than any living thing on earth.